..6am.n.STILL UP.. Another SLEEPLESS night =( I try to KEEP busy.. I try to keep my MIND busy.. I portray myself, as if Im good.n.Im ok..TRYING for my kids, my parents, my baby siblings.n.family.. Because its my duty.n.obligation to HOLD it DOWN!! But..when it comes down to it.. TRUTH be TOLD.. Im a MESS!! Im falling APART!! Im DROWNING in my own TEARS!! (inside).. Im NUMB!! Im TRYING to keep it together.n.STOP drinking on a daily.. STILL ii HURT!! The hurt.n.pain ii FEEL is unexplainable.n.indescribable!! There are NO WORDS that can describe it!! IM ANGRY!! IM BEYOND SAD!! IM A TICKING TIME BOMB FILLED WITH MIXED EMOTIONS..BOUT TO GO OFF.n.BLOW UP ANY SECOND!! I dont know how to turn this PAIN off.. =( I look strong.. I appear strong.n.look as if I have it together.. But..ii dont.. I CANT STOP WORRYING ABOUT MY BROS BEHIND THEM CONCRETE WALLS.. I CANT STOP CRYING OVER SIALE (Im a waterfall on the inside-i could drown in my tears).. I CANT SEEM TO SHAKE THE ANGER I HAVE TOWARDS PEOPLE OF AUTHORITY.. But..with each day.n.each SLEEPLESS night.. I still manage by the grace of GOD to keep going.. I LOVE YOU SIALE!! I LOVE YOU BRUH!! I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY!! WONT STOP FIGHTING FOR YOU BRUH!! YOUR VOICE WILL BE HEARD!! I LOVE.N.MISS YOU #broNAISA I LOVE.N.MISS YOU #broSONI CANT WAIT TIL YOU 2.n.the REST OF THE FAM BEHIND THEM WALLS..COME HOME!!! #JUSTCE4SIALE #RAISEyourPEN #YOURvoiceWILLbeHEARD #LONGliveSIALE #ENDLESSkissesTOtheSKY
Posted on: Fri, 16 May 2014 12:02:07 +0000
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