#845(saku) Female Heyyyyyy!! WARNING: Dont Curse me for writing too Long if u have time read and suggest otherwise Thankyou M From the capital I dated my best friend nearly 5 years ago aftr 8 years of frienship... It was amazing being with him.. Life was just perfect with him... but apparently aftr 2 years he got bored of the monotonous routine and love.. He felt like dating another girl just to test my love just to check can any girl love hiom more then me... But apparently he failed he dated someone for a month but later came back to me and apologised.. Our boards were approaching so i forgave him and moved on... but the grudges were increasing.. fights.. which lead my hatred ... i started hating him then i decided that i will cut off .. aftr his bday i stopped meeting him frequently then nearly aftr a year i broke off... he started boozing faggin like anythng... i abused him caz i wanted him to hate me too as deep inside my heart i knew that love is still there... My Parents were aware about this rship so were his ... But when i told mom she asked me not to talk to him ever i stopped caz i realised that when i needed him the most he was having fun with that girl... We nearly had our first kiss aftr 10months whereas he had his kiss with that girl within 10 days of dating... even that girl wasnt aware that he doubledated and was innocent... even she told me the facts later so m thankful to her Scene is like this,, i met him nearly a month or two ago.. it was a planned meeting.. Things changed he became a lil close again i realised i still love him but... got to know he isnt virgin too he apologised but i dont have that guts to accept him the way he is as he was just waiting fr me to get out of his life just to bang other girls and spoil their lifes... I m still single was even single aftr leaving him as i was having a lil hopes that he will come someday but not like the way he came now.. I know nor my family is gonna accept him neither friends ever now... nei but still i Love him.... God knows about him Admin ur requested to advice as ur suggestions are worth!! M not able to concentrate on my exams just caz of my past and him !! Saku says : u took d crct step by leaving him.concentrate on ur studies n involve urself in friends,family n hobbies.. Remember as long as u are involved in something u will not remember him but as soon as u bcm idol hus memories will start haunting u ..u gotta apply d crct steps to come out of this .detailed steps in ur inbox
Posted on: Fri, 25 Oct 2013 10:37:11 +0000
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