A HEART THAT FORGIVES JOURNEY: (About this morning!!!) Well you all thank you so much for following my journey. I have landed on day 21 and I cannot begin to tell you how I feel right now. When I first started this I wanted it to be a movement but the Lord told me this is not for the people, this is for you. It was started with the initiative to tell you a piece of my story each day but the last 7 days testimony after testimony small and big came forth. I stand in awe of His glory! As He cleansed my heart things begin to happen. You all know that Im a transparent person and Im going to be honest, one recent situation shifted my heart to a place of anger and from anger comes hate. Hate is a strong word and thank God it didnt get to that point. My disagreement and anger with one person made me take out the frustration on everybody else. It was to the point to where I went to church, heard the word, but was packed up and driving off as soon as the benediction was given because I didnt want to be bothered with people. Just because youre a leader doesnt mean you have trust so it makes you distant. While encountering that the Lord placed this journey in my spirit. Again, I had no idea of the conclusion of the matter. In our New Years Eve service my Apostle ministered in such a powerful way. It wasnt a shouting service as usual but rather a convicting worship service. I worshipped and yes me (forget the title of Prophetess) I went to the altar. While crying all my make up off with uplifted hands and a pure heart I cried Lord, I just want you to use me. Get all of this filth out of me. Deliver me, free me, purge me, and loose me. Mind you my own personal praise, worship, and service had been hindered all because of one person. I was hurt and uncomfortable but the Lord just wouldnt let me close my heart! He sent people in my life to assist instead. When I left the altar Pastor began to yell You are delivered, You are delivered, You are delivered, You are delivered............. A dance that hasnt hit my feet in YEARS manifested. I danced for nearly an hour straight. When I finished my heart began to flutter. I felt as if my chest was closing, I couldnt breathe. I ignored it and sat down on the third row which was not originally where I was sitting. Immediately I begin to purge. I didnt understand what the Lord was doing. My Apostle had just began altar call for souls. Without interruption I ran out the door and as soon as I stepped outside all of that old nasty stuff came up and out. When I got done in the restroom it felt as if pounds worth of anger, bitterness, hurt, pain, and memory was vomited up. Youd be surprised at how heavy ONE situation can make you feel! As I went back into the church a second wind hit my feet and when I looked up church was out and the people were gone. It was just the musicians, a few people, and I but God got the glory. After it was all over the Lord said to me Tangela, I had to purge you on the third row. Three represents the trinity and today ends your 21 day journey. 2+1=3 which means for your obedience Ive given you double possession. Trust me! You were to busy trying to gain from from people what Ive been trying to give you all this time. I had to get all of that out of you so I can work in you. It is finished! Now you can preach, pray, and prophecy in my name totally free, delivered, and healed.....GO! This year that is behind me and Im moving ahead. Its done in the spirit and in Gods timing hell fix it in the natural. Truth is, we need each other. I love you guys! Dont be bitter be better! Your heart needs to beat to His beat! #Day21 #ImHealed #ImDelivered #ImSetFree #PTF
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 04:56:25 +0000
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