A week has passed... Last week Id been brought to the mercy of surrendering to God. Weeks before the words, trust, hope, and letting go, had all came forth in many msgs of synchronicity, and I prayed for what ever the reason or lesson...to trust God. Yet, I was not fully trusting God, not at all, the ugly word fear hung over my head like a unwelcome visitor. I believe in dark energies. I believe that if fear can conquer It will, the word and thought of fear alone brings manipulation to ones life/mind. And those who try and pass their fears along the way are manipulators, too. The morning came...what will be the fate of my child, my first born son, my warrior, my ichiban. I prayed. I surrendered to God. I felt the weight of fear gone. The rains came that morning. I took it as a sign, a sign of cleansing, a sign of purification. The drive into town w Cheyenne was silent. Not punishing him at all with silence... Just the being of silence was needed, a prayerful time of hope, trust, and letting go came to my mind. The rain cleared on the way into town. I looked to the sky, I prayed with my heart that all would be what was meant to be ... That God knows best. I ask Cheyenne to look to the sky...what do you see? He said, theres an eagle in the clouds. We both saw a huge eagle in the clouds. The sign to rise above, to see more of the big picture...the cloud spirits msg, being an eagle. Cheyenne had a different look about him...I could see it in his eyes. I could hear it in his voice. I prayed that Gods love and mercy had touched his heart, covered his spirit with grace. I knew moving forward to trust, to have hope, and let go. My life, Cheyennes life changed that day. It changed for the best, Gods will changed both our lives that day... Those words, trust, hope, and letting go all came forward. The word faith came. To trust, to have hope, and faith, to letting go of what no longer serves you. It was a good day to die. A beautiful day to letting go of all that no longer serves to die. Peace, love, and to wholeness
Posted on: Fri, 14 Mar 2014 19:45:19 +0000
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