Again, without the accountability piece of structure and support, having something on the line and wanting it bad enough, I would not have walked today. My legs are seriously hurting and it is hard to walk. Therefore, this would be the slipping place, the slippery slope which always seems to have a time to rear it’s ugly head. I have had many many long days, one after the other, early mornings, full days, late nights. I would have used all of those reasons as reasons to justify why I may need a break, why it would be ok to take some rest. blah.blah.blah. What I know about myself is that full participation means everyday. I am way to slimy about it in the past for me to trust myself around this yet. So, I am super grateful to have put some accountability in the mix in order to stay “true” to what it is I say I really want. I have never yet known the amazing deep and spiritual value to having something that pulls me even in those moments of resistance and when all I really want to do is stop. I am glad to know those things about me that in the past have been the stopping places and where I allowed myself an inch and it often turned into the proverbial mile. Momentum. even in small tiny steps is still momentum. I am learning to be easier on myself and not immediately go to beat myself up because I didn’t keep up the pace and or do it as good as…blah. blah. blah. Seriously!!?? I am reframing and reflecting with every step, every breathe. I am in the process of creating what I say is most important to me. Key words, I am in the process... Thank you for sharing this journey with me. It helps me stay accountable to what it is I say I want. with love and gratitude T
Posted on: Sat, 25 Oct 2014 05:32:31 +0000
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