Aight FB doing somthing pride has always stopped me from doin. Showing how much icare and want my family back. SoIt should have never took this long for me to see but God is the same in the valley as he is on the mountain. So if u believe in God and know anything is possible with him please pray for me. My heart is hurting so bad with pain. The same pain i caused kayla. And I know what I put her through because I got a dose of my own medicine. For years I have let others influence me and as I would go along with it. Kayla was always in my mind. Im hurting like I never hurt before because of my foolish ways and putting things off. Such as showiing my love for her or just the little things Tonight as things came to surface I saw the way I was through her eyes. Of all days it was my daughters birthday. This pain killed me. Did I deserve it yes did it feel like she sought revenge maybe. But I was the bigger man I was the better man because of instead of gettin mad I got God to handl this I hit my knees with the preacher at church and gave my life to God because I felt his rath. And if you never have felt this ask me ask my sister. As I called out to God praying for two hours I came up as a new man and layed down the old one for the last time. Even though the odds and the devils army (you know who you are!!!) I will never give up on kayla. My love for my family will grow and will rebuild because nothing is impossible with God. If he didnt want us to be a family then we would have parted ways long ago. But since we are not on each other s friend list I post this out to who will pray with me for me not to lose my family and those who believe in God. Becuz we do. Never gonna give up!!!!!! In Jesus name Amen
Posted on: Thu, 31 Oct 2013 06:26:07 +0000
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