Alexandria Jeter, you have taken a few steps too far. Its saddening to me that my humanly mistakes have to be publicized all over the internet. This shouldnt be on the internet, under any circumstance. But, here goes the whole story. Josh and I have been having problems for awhile. Josh cheated on me when he was very drunk and slept with Hayley Campbell behind my back, lied and said I was a friend to her and lied to my face about it. I was heartbroken, so I started talking to my ex Bobby Lancaster again. Because, I assumed if I was just going to continue on getting hurt, why not go back to the one person in the world who I knew would hurt me, constantly. I told Bobby I loved him and that I wanted to be with him in time, I told Josh we were on break; I was lost, hurt and confused. I made mistakes, so did Josh. And, I hurt a few people along the way of healing from all of this. Which I regret more than I can explain. Bobby Lancaster didnt deserve to be led on because he was a important part of my life at one point. Josh Lindsay didnt deserve revenge because hes a wonderful person. I didnt deserve a few things involved. Nobody deserved the pain that has been spewed out on our life pages. I regret the way I acted and handled myself. But, to put it on the internet for thousands to see, I truly didnt deserve that, and by someone who used to be my closest and best friend. Josh and I have talked, and were hitting the reset button, because we love each other and we realize we all make mistakes. Were only human. Hes a good man, with a wonderful heart and I couldnt dream of a life without him in it. I just dont deal well with heartache, and that is something I need to learn to cope with. Now, that all of you know my humanly mistakes, which weve all made in our life. You may go about your day and stop the drama that doesnt involve you. Thanks for reading.
Posted on: Sun, 11 Jan 2015 19:29:59 +0000
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