All the time I have layed in your love When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? Its been a while since I last dreamt Barely remember what its like to dream Finding it hard to get to sleep, too stressed And there aint anyone to sing a lullaby to me Pretend shit doesnt get to me And I suffer in silence when Im hurting A mans problems are his own And its my burden Tossing and turning, trying to get to sleep But I find it hard to switch off when my minds working I ponder on things I shouldnt ponder on Off the rails, my train of thoughts wandering Sick of pretending to be so happy All the while my anxietys away at me My skin crawling, I look up to the sky And it falls, the walls close in and its As if all the good in my life disappears In an instant, that thing is just so distant So seeing the ones who I love, the ones who love me But I dont wanna tell em how I feel in case they judge me Its just me, wish I could let somebody in But I aint ever been too trusting All the time I have layed in your love When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? Ive barely had any sleep when I get up Sick of all these nightmares and these night terrors Like its only when Im in heaven that I sleep better Might sleep better when I get up, Im weak It just makes my day harder, I wonder if It wouldve been any different if I had a father that I knew Could it have helped shape the way that I grew? But the point of things I never have went from Being a reason for the things that I do To just being an excuse that Id use Ive gotta take responsibility for the things I do Find something other than negativity for my fuel But I feed off it, even when I dont seem bothered I hide everything thats going on inside Guess its been a while since Ive been honest, I need help But I deny it and even lie to myself like Im fine All the time I have layed in your love When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? I just wish someone would tell me it would be OK But pessimism leads me to believe that it wont To see even a glimmer of hope in the darkness Is hard and depression is a slippery slope I dont wanna do what my dad did with a rope, though So I carry on even though its hard to The only thing thats definite is death and things always change As long as you give em a chance to All the time I have layed in your love When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? (Can you sing me a last lullaby?) All the time I have layed in your love When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? - • ca$ino little monster ϟ
Posted on: Thu, 09 Oct 2014 12:28:48 +0000
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