Although I am mad, sad, furious, down, in doubt, upset, pissed off, bummed out, every bad emotion possible I lay here and remember Ive felt these my whole life and have constantly had to fight through bs and struggle with these feelings so while it sucks that this happen its not the first time Ive felt this way and it wont be the last no matter how hard I try to avoid these feelings these situations I wont be able to dodge them all so the only thing I can do is get better and get stronger and become better then that problem and I will its not a choice for me its not on a list of options its the only thing to do. the best thing about this whole messed up situation is my daughter and my son are ok and together me and my amazing fiancée are going to keep our family tight and get through this together there is always a little bit of hope and instead of looking at all the sadness Im choosing to look at my hope and thats my family. Im not doing this for me anymore Im doing it for them and im going to do whatever it takes to make sure my family is ok I love you tanner, savannah, and Kassi Shafer and you all are everything thats pushing me through my trying times now and without you all Id be nothing. I guess this is my rant but its not a bad rant or a mean rant or a drama rant its a were going to get through this rant because my life has prepared me for moments like this
Posted on: Tue, 21 Oct 2014 03:31:52 +0000
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