Although my news today was somewhat on the good side of the foul line, I think its all finally really starting to hit me. I have Cancer. real, life threatening, cancer, not some thing out there folks are talking about someone else...Its me. Seeing that glob of glowing cancer on the screen right there in front of me, knowing it was really in me, and growing, put things into perspective. Up until now, Ive pretty much just shoved it all to the back of my mind, accepting it, but thinking ...no problem.. Ill kick this like every other problem weve had to deal with. No problem.... But today..... I think it finally sunk in. I WILL kick this.. of that I have no doubt... Yep, today,,, it just got real for the first time since this all started, and its a little scary. . Ive had four of my BEST friends from different times in my life, succumb to cancer, two of them were brother and sister, in which our two families all grew up together like one, and the two others, along with me, started my TV show together, back in the 90s. For the longest time, we were like the 3 musketeers.... now Im the only one left in all 4 those friendships. I miss them all so much. . But this all makes me realize.. folks.. go out and get checked early for the things Doctors tell you , you should. All of my problems today could have been avoided if I had not been so pig-headed and thought.. itll never happen to me. It could, it will, .... and it did. Now Im fighting an uphill battle that could have been completely avoided. Please.... dont make the same mistake I did. Get checked, and often and early... its easy, and just a minor inconvenience compared to the alternative. ok.. enough of my self pity and whining.. think Im gonna go play some music tonight at the tavern with Bob & Susie!
Posted on: Wed, 15 Oct 2014 23:33:41 +0000
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