Another FULL Moon The nighttime visual of MY Sammy’s passing The marker of pain The battleground of grief The dark night sky The night I lost my BOY! A FULL Moon The 4th FULL moon Instead of it being a painful reminder of Sam’s death I decided to embrace these FULL moons I want them to now be benchmarks NOT heartaches! As a mommy of 2015 I want to celebrate Not being afraid! I want to look a FULL moon as a milestone of healing I want to…… HOWEVER it has not happened yet I feel like I can still not survive the DEEP sadness I am still trying to put together the fragments of my life! But we are trying! A NEW year A New moon A NEW life I don’t have much But here is what I know Tonight’s FULL moon is called a FULL Wolf Moon And here is why… It is the full moon in January. Most wolves are looking for food and mates. That is where howling at the moon term came from. The moon will be the fullest and brightest at 11:00 PM I hope I am not still awake. Sleep does not come easy. Time and hope and faith is what will heals us It will not be a full moon However, it is good to have a gauge A vantage point A marker A turning point A Focus Area Something to remind Jesse and I We are doing better than the last full moon! And we still get to celebrate the reminder of what the full moon brings! A Sammy memory! FULL of laughter FULL of life FULL of Heart! A FULL MOON
Posted on: Sun, 04 Jan 2015 19:56:18 +0000