As today is the day we lay my cousin to rest I just pray that God continues to strengthen my family as it is still hard to believe. Even though I seen her laying in that casket its still hard for me to accept that she is gone. God please guide my footsteps and my mouth and please let everything I say and do be acceptable and pleasing in your sight. I love you God and please dont ever give up on me on any of my family. I love you so much Lord and even though I dont understand why you took my cousin from me I know that you will eventually heal our broken hearts. I trust you Lord with all of me and I pray that you never give up on us. Please God give me the strength to be able to stand and speak at my cousin funeral without breaking down. Please let me be that strength for my family. I miss my cousin so much just to know that I will never here her voice again or see her face or be able to pick up the phone just to say I love her is eating me up right now. The thing that truly keeps me is me knowing that my cousin knew how much I loved her she was the one person that I have never had a fallen out with there was never a time that we did not speak to each other. I miss her so much and I wish my heart would not hurt as bad as it does and why I cant stop my tears from flowing. God please help me to make it through I need you now Lord so bad. Please send comfort my way. I havent been able to sleep a peaceful night since my cousin left me it was just so unexpected and I cant come to grips with it. Please God help me to understand why! Why her! Why! I know that Im not supposed to question you Lord but I just need to understand. Please help me to understand please God Im begging you for strength and understanding.
Posted on: Wed, 22 Jan 2014 10:35:28 +0000
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