As you have noticed I did not post anything on 09/18 for Thomas. This year was extremely hard for me an I was not able to handle it all that well. I spent a lot of time by his side at the cemetery and that is where I needed to be, plus, yesterday I had brought lunch with me to sit with him again. Upon my visit with him, I brought his Baptism Candle an lit it, his photo, bible, Lexs glow in the dark ball. I sprinkled some of Lexs ashes on his grave an read Thomas a letter I wrote him. As I read him my letter through my tears a butterfly came and flew across my shoulder and was smelling the flowers I brought for him. That my friend brought me peace knowing he is ok. My sweet baby is in heaven an has given me strength to move on with my life. I thank the Blessed Lord for the years and memories Thomas was here with me, I so truly miss my little man and there is not a day I do not think or shed a tear for him. I Love you so much Thomas!! As I said at the end of my letter to you, its always so hard to end a letter, post, email, its just a another reminder of saying good-bye. Until we are reunited again, you are forever heart, soul an body embedded in your mothers heart. xoxoxoxoxo
Posted on: Mon, 22 Sep 2014 02:34:58 +0000
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