Ayushi Sarkar Sandhir OS “She whispers alone” The blank, emotionless expression swept over her face as the realization of the moment gradually seeped in. The fear seemed to rise behind her eyes. Like a caged animal, she laid there. Paralyzed by the tragic feeling of isolation, she closed her eyes and gazed into fields of nothingness. She felt the water creep out of her eyes, and she gently whispered to herself, I will die without you.” Suddenly the doctors voice snapped her out of her trance. “He is in a very critical situation” Th doctor said. “Can I meet him?” Sanyukta asked emotionless. “Yes sure” The doctor said. She looked through the doors. There was he. Suffering alone all the pain. He was sick of his life. His parents wanted to leave him they fought in front of him. His shaggy dad, always drunk. His mom who was never with him when he needed him the most. During his childhood there was no one as such whom he could call “mom”. Nd now as he grew up he has no one to call “parents. He was all alone. Sanyukta, whom he thought his enemy, whom he hated the most but she was his only strength. But she was unaware of the fact, she was too busy in her own life family, marriage, Parth, Kaustu, nd everyone’s problem but not his. And now there he is, in the hospital bed, blood bottles hung, pins put in from all over, white crumpled sheets. “randhir” She whispered with all her might. My mind fogs up and my eyes feel heavy with tears. I feel my lip quivering, I try to hold it back, I try to swallow my tears and not show my weakness, but my will is too weak. My eyes itch and burn from holding back my tears and my throat is tight; I can feel a cry starting to form. I wish that I could push my emotions down so deep that I could forget them, but I cant. “Randhir please answer na, ab kya hua? Kaha gayi tumhari will power han? Pehle toh bada kehte the... “U can never win Sanyukta Aggarwal” ab utho na kya hua? Dar gaye? Huh main ekaha tha na Rank no 1 to main hi hun. Arrey ajeeb ho kab se bol rahi hun answer me na? Ab nahi jhagarna? Dekho mera bal bhi aaj khula hain no clips... nd bhinga bhi nahi hain. Kurti bhi thik se pehni hain. Kajal bhi laga ke ayi hun. Ek damn ladkiyon ki tarah. I am dying to fight with u.. So please ab kitna soge? Utho na.. Randhirr Randhiirrr” And she broke down to tears. “Acha baba suno na, ab se main Parth se bat nahi karungi, and engagement se bhaag jaungi pakka... aur engeneering hi karungi... aur to aur tum hi sirf rulana mujhe okay? Aur kya kya kaha tha? Wo jo bhi tha.. main hi tumhari haq hun okay? Arrey itna bhi attitude mat dikhao answer me na.” She said trying to act strong. She puts on a smile but little did the people know that she is crying inside. Suddenly she feels that his hands move, and he was moving inch by inch. Randhir was moving but, he was unable to breathe. She immediately called the doctors. The doctors come out. “Sir is he fine” asks Karan. “Sir will he be okay?” Chotu asks crying. “Doctor say something” Vardhaan says. There Sanyukta is still numb. “I am sorry but we could not save him” The Doctor said and hurried to another room. She cried as if the entire world, and all of its beauty, had come to an end. She sobbed as if she were a mere child and lost in a new city. tears pouring like rain on the windowpane crying like her heart had been wrenched from her body. A drop of tear escaped her eyes, but she smiled indeed. “Sir aap yaha kya kar rahe ho? Jaldi chalo, next task start karna hain. Dream Team has to do its best” She said very casually. But little did they knew it was all fake. She was shattered inside but she had no other option. They all head back to their college. Their was a funeral for Randhir. Sanyukta decided not to go there as she wont be able to handle the pain. She was in her room lying down when she found a chit under her pillow and a burnt ring. She opened it. “Sanyukta, I know I have been creating troubles for you always, but lemme say you why. I know that you are a strong woman, if I challenge you and your ego, nothing is impossible for you. So, name me the “villain” of your life or anything I am happy that I can help you. You already know about my parents divorce. As I said I am alone in this world. Nd loneliness is the worse feeling ever so, I decided to reduce the burdens for all. I am quitting from life. Now my mom can chose her ways, Dad can do whatever he likes... nd you will be set free no more troubles for you. I don’t know why but I had a misunderstanding that you love me or I am special, but that was nothing. Anyways... this Ring is very special keep it as a last mark of mine- Your MCP ” She crumpled the paper and brought it close to her heart. This time she DID NOT smile instead but cried. She shouted and screamed. She let all her tears out. Memories flashed but the saddest thing was that it was all memories. She could not bring that back. No more fights, no more challenges, no more taunts, no more smirk, no more library fight, no more lab partners no more of HIM. She wore that burnt ring and kissed it “I will be there for you”. She repeated those words she said him that day.
Posted on: Fri, 11 Jul 2014 09:49:45 +0000
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