BETRAYED EPISODE 3 Episode 3 He opened his mouth to say something, but no voice came out. He swallowed hard in embarrassment and got up, “are you going back to your room” i asked anxiously, he nodded, “yea i didn’t warm my soup last night, let me go and check if it has spoilt” he managed to mutter before leaving. I looked away unhappily, even though i didn’t make it look so obvious that i was unhappy. Benjamin really was the kind of guy most girls do dream of, because not only was he good looking and wealthy, he also was the quiet type. I knew he really loved me, but the problem was just his manner of approach. He was scared of making the first move, which was then left in my hands to encourage him decently, because i wanted him. By 12noon i went over to my best friend’s room, where i collected three local movies, while she teased me, “woman you prefer watching movies alone with that your hostel boyfriend who dosen’t talk to anyone abi?” she joked, I laughed, “e concern you?” i asked and rolled my eyes. she sighed playfully.. Amara was my very good friend, and the only girl who really knew much about my lifestyle, but however, she had one problem. “she was a guy freak, who easily fell for guys”. Though she already had suffered alot in their hands, she still kept on giving herself away so easily. She was living with her guy Chuks, who equally was the person who helped me secure my hostel accomodation. Notwithstanding she was a very nice girl with a soft nature, who sacrificed her happiness for others. With three “C.D Plates” in my hand, i walked straight to Benjamin’s room. He happily let me in, devouring me with his eyes as i settled down. I sat on the floor and watched the movies, hoping he would make advances once again. I knew, my behaviour appeared desperate, but i did what i did because i had to. I just sat and waited with a pounding heart. I was watching the last movie when I noticed him sit beside me on the floor, with two bottles of coke and a packet of crackers biscuit, which made me smile to myself, as I focused all my attention on the movie which was showing on his television…… “Cyndii here is cola oo” he managed to joke while i smiled, and looked at him in appreciation. We ate the biscuit and drank the coke in silence, as i returned my focus back to the movie once again, even though i could feel his gaze on my body….. He later held my hand gently, which really made me look at him with surprise, and he appealed to me with his eyes. “Please accept me into your life, i’m not a bad person, i promise and swear to keep your dignity and respect intact, i truly love you” he begged. “Really?” i asked, while he held my hand strongly “I swear” he answered. I rolled my eyes and said nothing. “Please answer me” he pleaded desperately. Seriously seeing him beg me, really gladdened my heart, but i just pretended as if he was disturbing my peace. “What do you want me to say again nah?” i asked, while he drew his face closer to mine. “Please just say yes” he whispered. I looked into his eyes and saw love, desire and honesty in it, while his lips looked so fresh and soft that i felt like kissing him, but i controlled myself and looked away. “Just give me time, i will think about it”. I replied but surprisingly and out of nowhere, he drew my face to his, and kissed my lips tenderly, while i closed my eyes as i felt the warm taste of his lips…… But I soon got myself and gently pushed away his face, while he looked at me gratefully, and with shinning eyes. “I have never felt this way before thank you” he said, while i looked away and closed my eyes briefly, cos i equally felt something strong when we kissed, which i have never felt for any guy before, not even for my ex….. Episode 4 I was unable to concentrate on the remaining part of the movie i was watching after i broke his kiss, cos all my thoughts were now on him, and even though i was the one who broke his kiss, i still wanted him to kiss me so badly, but then i had to control myself, cos i’m nothing but a humble girl who has her pride and dignity to protect, and so i stood up minutes later, while he stared at me with his innocent face which always make me lose focus…….. “Let me go and sleep, i’m so tired” i said to him with a smile, while he equally stood up as well and held my hand. “Will you come once you are through with your sleep?” he asked with a pleading face, while i looked down. “I will try” i replied, but instead of letting me go, he drew closer to me, raised up my face with his palms and kissed me again, while my soul melted and i didn’t know when i kissed him back briefly before pushing him away. I immediately fled his room without looking back…. As i lay on my bed that evening, i battled with my thoughts and emotions, as i prayed for him to be real, cos i really do not want to repeat the mistake i made with my Ex, who had equally looked so honest when i first met him, and so in love, i was with him then, that i freely gave him my virginity……. Tears fell off my eyes as i remembered how he took my most precious asset, and i swallowed hard as i bit my lips. I knew i could never get over that trauma, cos i knew the pain i passed through that fateful night. I thought he really loved me, just because he looked decent and said those words i wished to hear, I guess that’s one problem every girl faces, cos we never really can tell or know the guy who really loves us. Moreover, they all appear good and decent at first sight, that you won’t really see the wolf in him, and woe betides you if you also do have feelings for him which will then blind you from his faults and before you know what had hit you, it’s already too late……… My thoughts really drew much tears from my eyes that evening, and before i knew what was happening, i was already crying deeply, as my mind played back on how i lost my virginity to Mike…….. It’s really something that touched my soul, spirit and body, but i didn’t know it was just a game to him. Only God will judge us all and here is the story of how i lost my treasure……. To be continued……
Posted on: Fri, 28 Nov 2014 06:47:50 +0000
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