Being sorry can be very hard when were overwhelmed with pride, But sometimes our pride must take a fall before we lose out, And when we have to say sorry we should mean it from our soul, A meaningless sorry is like a broken promise to the heart. And it only hurts more in the end, bringing bitter resentment, And leading to the loss of a love that should be eternal, Bringing us back down to earth from the fairytale world of our mind, With a pain that is maddening, physical and sometimes critical. My heart is weeping tears of blood for the pain that Ive caused you, And its crying out my apologies to your mind, Pleading for your forgiveness for my unfortunate outbursts, I never meant, in a million years, to be so unkind. I have made mistakes in the past but never as serious as this, And I know I will only have myself to blame if you leave, And that scares me more than Ive ever been scared in my life, For youre my true motivation, the only real thing in which I believe. Everything else is just a fantasy to my egotistical ideals, Its always been me, me, me for far too long, And lately I havent given even a passing thought to your concerns, I let them all fly past me, but now I know I was wrong. You were reaching out to me in your time of uncertainty and sorrow, While all I cared about was me and what was mine, And as I watch you pack your bags with tears streaming down my cheeks, Too late, I feel all your angst and pain. And all thats left for me to do is say sorry in a sincere way, With an apology that comes from deep inside my soul, Its all I have left to offer for your love and your loyalty, Its just a pity that my own loyalty, I couldnt hold. Now all I have left of you are the memories of the goodness I have lost, And that loss brings a sadness every time I think of your name, And my heart yearns to be able to turn back the hands of time, To correct the mistakes Ive made and start again. So please take time to think about what Ive said, as it comes from the heart, Take time and try to forgive me my failure to deliver, And if you cant, then cast me out of your life never to return, And I will hang my head in shame....... forever.
Posted on: Mon, 27 Oct 2014 15:54:29 +0000
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