Cant sleep and all I can do is just think and think and sit here sad and unmotivated. I think about playing the game I love again. The game of basketball but Im afraid, nervous, my sense of urgency is not in me to get to work. My motivation is fading day by day and I have no idea how to gain it back. I pray to the lord for help and for answers but its still difficult to cope with me being hurt and having to work on a daily basis to get back to 100%. On the outside I might look happy but inside its tearing me apart that I cant play, that I cant have my life of a basketball player back. Injuries are part of my profession but some people are stronger than others and know how to deal with them. Even though I know I can come back and I am capable of overcoming this knee injury, these past few days have been the most difficult Ive ever suffered. I feel alone in this process of coming back. It like when youre at your best and playing and doing great everyone talks to you and everyone wants to be around you and all that, but once youre down its like people dont know you and they want to see you fail. At the end of the day, my motivation is within me and I just have to find it and bring it back out. I guess one motivational factor is everyone who wants me to fail and not get back up from this. The time has come to Prove all my doubters and all my haters Wrong. The Return
Posted on: Wed, 17 Dec 2014 11:47:08 +0000
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