Chapter 102. I went to my room, ndathatha iPhone yam and dialed inumber ka Lazola. Ayaphendulwa. I tried again, same thing. Ndamyeka ke because I didnt want to seem desperate. I sat on my bed, ndabuka phantsi. Yakhala iPhone yam. It was him. Ndaphendula. Me: hi. Lazola: hello, ndbon missed calls zakho. Me: uhm, yeah. Bendfun thetha nawe. Him: awusafuni? I giggled. Me: ndiyafuna. Him: thetha ke. Me: bendfuna ukukhupha. He cleared his throat, wahleka. Me: to make up for last time. Him: ohh. How about ukhutshwe ndim wena? You dont have to make it up to me. Well just go on another date. Me: But, I want to. Him: no. Me: fine, Saturday? Him: Whats wrong with Friday? Me: I just thought uzoba busy. Him: ha.a, Friday is fine. Me: ok ke. Him: ndixelele uhlalaphi and Ill come get you ngo half 5. Me: cool..thanks. Him: sure. I hung up. At least I was gonna kill 2 birds with one stone; I was going to make it up to him AND bendzoya kwi date... Like I said I would. So, at least I didnt lie..unlike some people I know... :/ I changed into a jean and plain black top, ne slippers zam. Ndaya ekitchen to finish the food I was eating. Andiswa: hee for nton kengok ba ushiye umfana ocute phandle? For nton kengok ba ungene into engakufuniyo? I wanted to ask, qha ndazinqanda. Me: haywethu... Ndatya ndagqiba and then went to the lounge... Olwethu was there with uIsipho, encancisa. She looked up at me with questioning eyes. Me: andfun thetha ngayo, Olwethu. She looked down again, ndahlala ndabukela iTV. I had no idea what was playing ngoba kalok ndingulo wayigqibela kdala iTV. Me: uphi uJay? Olwethu: phandle, uhoye undwendwe lakho. Me: oh...shame. Just then, Jay walked in. Jay: Yamkela ufuna uthetha nawe, Sindiswa. Me: oh. Wathula and waited, caba ebecinga ndizophakama. Shame. Jay: he wants to talk to you. Me: andfun thetha naye. Jay: ndimgxothe kengok? Me: ba ucinga njalo. Jay: hay kalok ntombazana, suthetha nam kanjalo. Ndasonga izonda, ndaqutha umlomo wam ndajonga lee. Jay: hamba, Sindiswa. Mgxothe ngokwakho if it comes to that. Mxm. Ndaphakama, ndarhuqa iinyawo zam and walked out... Yamkela was sitting by the gate. I walked towards him, waphakama. Me: ndicela uhambe. Him: I cant leave kunje. Khange ndikwazi ukhwela iBus ndikushiye, I wont leave now. Ndathula. Him: ndicela sithathe iwalk? Me: no. All you ever do kwezi walks is lie to me. Him: ndiyakucela? He was not going to go down without a fight. Me: fine. 5 minutes qha! Him: enkosi. Sahamba, in silence, on our normal path... Ndicela undixolele, Sindiswa. I messed up, kodwa I cant lose you Yamkela said, yabe iphele kudala lo 5 minutes kuba kalok we spent it walking in silence. I still kept quiet. Him: say something, please. Me: ndithini, Yamkela? Him: anything. Tell me how you feel. Ndathula again. Him: I didnt do it on purpose. I was so used to telling everyone that Athi is my little brother, so biseyiziphumela nje. Im not saying bendiright for not telling you, kodwa sthandwa sam ndicela uxole. Cwaka. He stopped and held my hands. Ndama nam. Him: please talk to me. Me: andaz, Yamkela. The thought of you leaving me to go play happy family with your ex nomntana wenu? I cant move past that. Him: besizomxelela umakazi wakhe. Me: nini? Wathula. Me: mxm. I walked ahead, ndikhala. And then ndabaleka, running away from him. I could hear him jogging behind me, but ebenga khawulezi. Ndaqhubeka ndibaleka until I tripped and fell, qha nda balancea ngezandla zam so that I would scrape my knee like last time. And then I sat down, on the road. He sprinted to me, wazoguqa phamb kwam. Him: you okay? Andamphendula. He took my hands, wasusa the little rocks stuck to them and then wazivuthela, caba uthi uyapholisa ngelakhe. And then he wiped the tears off my eyes and hugged me. Him: this is just like the first time. Andaphendula, remembering what he was talking about. Ngoku sasileqana and I fell, qha ndagruzuka ngokuyana. Him: you fell... Me: you laughed... Him: you know I didnt mean it njena. He pulled back and kissed my forehead. Him: if this isnt a sign that were meant to be, then andazi what is. Ndamjonga. Him: fate just replayed one of our first memories. I think God is trying to show us apho sisuka khona and Hes trying to tell us to not forget what we went through kuze sibelapha. Ndancuma kancinci. Lol, trust him to use this to his advantage. Him: Im serious ngawe, Sindiswa. Thats why I couldnt leave kunje phakathi kwethu. I know we can get through this, babe. I need us to get through it. I cant let you go. If you push me away, Im gonna camp pha ngaphandle kowenu until you accept and understand my apology. I giggled. Him: I miss being happy with you, sthandwa sam. I need my best friend and my girlfriend back... He was crying. I hugged him, ndikhala nam. I needed him, too... :(
Posted on: Sat, 06 Dec 2014 05:58:42 +0000
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