# Chapter 32 Kubuhlungu ukulwa kwabantu who are supposed to united during tough times bekuzoqala impi between me and xolas family Pity my family was not here to fight my battle I was all alone but hey I was not going to give up makuliwe . Ekuseni ngomvulo when my in-laws arrived and it was trouble in paradise kwafuneke ndimengumakoti ndenze zibreakfast ndilungise zi bed and the tension was high in the house even my favourite person Cindy sasingathethisani not that I was concern I was not in the right space to nurse anyones feelings nam bendidinga lomntu who will understand my situation .Sahlala phantsi satya nad then my father in-law wacela kuthandazwe which is right but I thought his first line was gonna be God almighty please wake son up blah! Blah! But to my surprise he said oh Lord sibhekene nexa elinzima kodwa ndicela uze wamkele umoya ka Xola ezandleni zakho ndothuka nda squeeze isandla sika mazala ndaske ndangayazi noba that moment has arrived ndavula amehlo ndamangaliswa and umama ka Xola inyembezi zazizehlela I had to excuse myself ndaya eroomin yam and I was crying eyona nto indiphelelisa ngamandla yile yoba ndingazi noba ndingumhlolokazi noba kwenzeka ni I took my phone ndafownela esibhedlele hello watsho unurse. Mna: ndicela ubuza cc uXola lo ebelaliswe apho unjani ? ...she took a deep breath Her: eyi cc andazi yazi but uyintoni kuye ? Mna: Im a relative but ndithunywa yifamily kuba they cant handle any bad news today . Her: ok ke cc ndiyakuva so ndicela wamkele either way !.... Zange agqibezela ndanyukwa ligaqa landoma I tried to relax ndinyamele but I drop the phone cos to me it was so obvious he is gone zange ndikwazi nokhala ndaske ndandwanya I went to the lounge where ever was sitting xa ndisondela uCindy was busy explaining to them umonzakalo ka Xola and what the doctor says and they both agree to go and switch off the machine there is no need he gone I just called the hospital then kwangathi kudlula ingelosi kwathuleka uSdossy (maka Xola) washukuma I guess ingqondo bezimkile wayowa wafainter. Ukuba ewe kuyindalo yobomi but kutheni kufika ngelona xesha lingalindelekanga and why kuXola I mean seriously! Ibingathi ndiyaphupha I would sometimes took a pin ndizihlabe ngayo not that I was insane but I wanted to make sure that Im not sleeping my father-in-law was busy nagging me nge insurance nencwasi zazo namagqwetha I mean akukho too soon for ezonto na okanye xa ungumfundisi uba nentlizÌyo yelitye awubuva ubuhlungu ,but ndazikhangela ndamnika and he was busy going on ngoba uzawuthatha yonke into andizova necent and that the last thing on my mind and I careless if whats on the will cos that was not gonna make any difference to me so noba lotata ebengathatha yonke into andivusele uXola qha .
Posted on: Sun, 07 Dec 2014 16:26:34 +0000