#ChocolateWrappers #lastPart #Part3(3 Parts totally) Maziya knew well that I love her but she didn’t allow me to know much about her. She always distanced from me, though she knew that I was no harm to her. She never disclosed her heart towards me as I hadn’t proposed her too. Too much disappointed in that day, I went to meet Bulti in our school and asked why Maziya was hiding her feelings. Bulti said, “I am afraid she doesn’t have any for you.” “I will kill you really if you talk like that. I know how it felt looking into her eyes. Her eyes portrayed the love for me like a beautiful rainbow in the sky” “Bhaiya, I know her better. I know how she holds on to the things she likes and hates. She never ever talks anything about you. She once confessed me that she has a secret crush for her cousin, who is now working as a doctor in Bangalore. ” she told and continued, “I don’t know where things will end up so only I didn’t want to say about these things. I thought you will move on to some other girl one day by yourself bored by her continuous rejection, but you didn’t.” I wondered doesn’t Maziya know I love her. I had not proposed her but it was clearly visible to everyone that I was doing all these to her only because I love her. To get a result for everything, I wrote a poem for Maziya and I proposed her. She denied. Bulti, Maziya and I gathered under our Neem tree in our school. We all talked. “I always thought you as my brother, I always felt that way,” Maziya told me. “Can’t you change your feelings and marry me?” I asked her. “Can you change yours and accept me as your sister?” she questioned me back. I started to blame her and she started to blame me and our fight went on. Bulti stood there without knowing which side she should join. “Get away from my life, you blood sucking leech” I shouted at Maziya and before she could do I started to shed tears. Maziya appeared sad, and then she came near me and told me, “I am sorry Pazhalni. I can’t love you for I have feelings towards another. You can’t make me to love you as the way I can’t make you not to love me. Please understand this and go on in your life.” Then she stroked my head, hugged me and told, I am sorry. I want you to live happily. Believe me, after some days you are going to call me and tell me that you are in love with a new girl. Remember we are still friends, we will tear chocolate wrappers and patch up again when we fight with each other.” Her words almost shivered me. Could she understand what she was saying? How she would pierce an arrow in my heart and be my friend. I cried within myself and tried not to show it outside. Everyone had a sad face, I didn’t like it. I wanted her to accept me. She should accept me. I was about to beg her to stay with me forever. But then I know she was not in a position to accept me as her lover so I faked a smile. “It’s my fault bhaiya, I should have warned you during the first time itself,” Bulti told clutching my hands. I consoled everyone by pretending things to be okay with myself. After an hour Maziya told, she, I and her boyfriend would go for lunch in a star hotel the next week. She asked me to come to our school and wait near under our Neem tree as usual. To dear Maziya:- “You didn’t accept me as your lover, Maybe because you couldnt accept that. How could you give your one heart to two? I understand... kind girl, you said we could still be friends, But watching your mesmerizing eyes, hearing your innocent words, And being with a flawless girl, whom I love more than my own, how could I just remain as a friend? Every moment iI spend with you, Wouldnt I be hurt worrying why I wasnt lucky enough to have you in my life? Yes now, I would be hurt more by being with you yet unable to get you... Perhaps, as life proceeds, I believe everything will be fine. I trust I will be having another love story to unfold, with a happy ending of course. After that I hope you will not be the only girl I love, you will become the girl that I once loved. when that day comes, we can be friends... Dear, until then I will just stay apart.” That day I went to our school and kept this letter inserted in the bench, earlier in the morning as I didn’t want to meet Maziya or her lover anymore...
Posted on: Tue, 15 Jul 2014 19:12:39 +0000
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