Confession # 709 I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME I started at FEU as a freshman back in 200*. My course was Nursing. This wasnt my choice. I wanted a course in IABF. I wanted a job in the corporate world. So, my story, I havent graduated yet. My first year was okay, I passed all the subjects, problems started when I reached the 2nd. This was when the Nursing subjects started to come in, and it was when I completely realized that this course isnt really for me and that I shouldnt be in that place. I even wished that I was in a different university cause most of my friends, cousins/relatives, high school classmates and even my chics (hehe) are from those other prestigious universities (big 4, you name it). I failed my Speech class and two other major Nursing subjects (RLE, Anatomy). I didnt take things seriously then. Even back in high school, I wasnt serious about life and didnt have plans at all. Worst part is, due to financial difficulties, I havent returned to school up to this point. I dont think Im ever gonna continue my studies again. I guess this is my karma. I was a tambay for about two years then decided to just try working. I applied for a call center job and fortunately I passed. Ive been working for almost 4 yrs now and am somehow helping with finances in the house. This job isnt gonna take me anywhere and the life that I want. Im tired of this already. Im in my mid 20s already, Im not getting any younger, and am starting to realize the mistakes Ive done in the past. Had I taken things seriously, I couldve gotten a scholarship and finished my studies and should be having a better job and having the kind of lifestyle that people around me have. Im also blaming my parents for what happened, it isnt just my fault, I believe I got my bahala-na attitude from them. I promise my future kids that I wont commit the same mistakes that my parents did. I love my parents naman kahit na they werent that perfect. So eto, I wish I could turn back time, I have a lot of regrets, hopefully (as they say) these mistakes will make me a better person, I also had a lot of opportunities in life na pinabayaan ko lang, I wont elaborate those na cause youll just tell me how an idiot I am for letting those pass. Now, Im trying to apply for jobs in the airline industry, hopefully I pass. Anyway, my message to you guys, my fellow Tamaraws, you hear this always, seryosohin niyo ang pagaaral ninyo!! Maiintindihan niyo ibig kong sabihin if you are in my situation. Ayun, this is just a portion of my problems, wala kong masabihan so I just decided to put this here. To those who might know who I am, please dont tag me, thanks :) BS Nursing, AHSE/IN Mr. Happy-go-lucky
Posted on: Sat, 30 Aug 2014 05:14:32 +0000
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