#Confession #Disclaimer This is NOT an upbeat, fake post... if you dont want to read how someone is REALLY feelling... move on to another post...... I have tried VERY hard to adjust to this move back to Charlotte. But I must admit that this is the WORST I have ever felt about a move. I been low key depressed every since I have been here. The fact is that..... I dont have a church home anymore... I moved away from some really great friends.... places where I volunteered and created income producting activities.... my health has taken a MAJOR dip! Yes, I have lost weight from not really having an appeitite. My anxiety has shot up as so my blood pressure. I finally had a LIFE in Myrtle Beach.... found ME there.... and to have to be back here in Charlotte.... with no friends, no church, no place to serve...... I just feel.... LOST.... right now.... I voluntarily put myself through psychiatric intake so I could speak with a psych doctor to get my meds adjusted and to connect with a therapist to help me through this tough time. So many times, people are afraid to POST whats REALLY going with them.. they only POST feel good stuff, a bible scriptire, or a Kermit meme... Although this is Facebook.... this IS my life in REAL TIME. If you dont hear from me... I am either busy or trying to cope through some heavy stuff. I thought long and hard before posting this, but the Queen of #NoFIlter must maintain that REAL witcha. Im not HAPPY being back here in Charlotte and I know for at least a year... I am going to just have to suck it up and deal with it........... #InTheTrenches #Praying4SomethingGood2ComeOuttaThis
Posted on: Sun, 06 Jul 2014 10:09:06 +0000
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