Days of Change Have you ever not been able to sleep Because there’re so many scenarios That you’re playing out in your head What to do first And then next and after that And how you’re going to explain this and that And who you’re going to go to And what you’re going to say And how it might be greeted And how you’re going to be In front of all of the many lights Of all of the different possibilities And you have to Just for the following day And following days to be sweet And then you catch a glimpse of something (my national record of achievements folder that I followed through with) That makes you look back At how you accomplished all of it And you realise That you were just following through With all in front of you Paths leading onto paths Trying to stand tall to all you faced Just to make you proud of you Just for a little bit more comfort in you And then I remember How a wise man once told me (Ray from The Palace) That “it always works out eventually” Because he saw That I always tried to be respectful To all around me And in all the different scenarios that I was in (and even in the incident with Sophie I was shouting out; is this all the **** you understand) For a little bit more respect for me For a little bit more face for all I faced For a little bit more contentness Because we all know That all that really matters Is what we say and what we do With the added planning and consideration prior of course To keep all of the many flows around us sweet For a little bit more contentness in we venus varis 29th July 2013 SUB NOTE: I went to college and did travel and tourism, after failing the first year of a-levels twice in a row, because I had no idea what to do. I went to uni after trying to find work after college and not being able to, so doing temping work, due to seeing that to be able to find anything decent you either need a lot of experience or be a graduate. I did the CELTA because it looked like a safer option, in contrast to the TEFL, to be able to find work, because I didn’t like office work, and the two English teachers that I met, I think randomly in a pub, whom taught English in a TEFL school in covent garden back in 2005, and the English teacher that I met in learndirect, where I was doing volunteer work whilst unemployed, as I met an Italian girl that showed me an easy way out, after getting fired from dial-a-phone because I told all the customers to send everything in via recorded delivery, back in 2006 after failing the first CELTA entrance test in 2005, looked like cool people, and teaching English looked pretty cool due to them (and it is but it ain’t easy, and all that I’ve met are =). I got registered with the national education authority in Turkey, because I came out here to get experience, because I needed experience to get a good job in England, and I wanted a holiday, (it hasn’t been a holiday; I’ve worked practically everyday since I’ve been here, excluding the first and this month), and I wanted a stable salary, and my first bosses at my first school were really cool. I got the reference from Paul the head teacher at the British Culture Schools, because my mate found me the job and the other school that I was working with was going through an economic crisis, and because the people and my bosses were really cool, and yes I needed a reference from an English boss from a school which has a school in England, thank you god within without and throughout all. I got my cat because she needed someone and I was lonely, and I’m taking her back to England with me because I want to be a good person because I want to feel content inside, and she’s very attached to me because we’ve been through so much at so many places and it’s not just where she is it’s me being about that concerns and comforts her, and she loves me and I do love her because she sooths me and she is a good girl, and more than that she’s the girl I raised so she’s irreplaceable and priceless, and yes I am also very attached to her, and because my parents are really cool because they’re helping me. I’m going back to England because it’s been five and a half years and I miss home, and clem attlee with norman park opposite, and all behind and around, and my city, and my friends, god bless them and all =).
Posted on: Mon, 29 Jul 2013 17:01:23 +0000
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