Dear ex, We were good friends before we dated. I remember when we would laugh and talk in class. You got in trouble because of me, I think twice. Haha 😂😂 too funny. Your smile use to make my stomach get butterflies. To tell the truth, I never noticed you in any other class besides math. I guess it was because we never talked and I thought you were a 6th grader; hehe. I remember that one night when i got this call this at 12 in the morning. LOL haha when I found out you were a sevie like me. I remember the day you asked me what Id say if you asked me out and when you confessed. I remember the first thing that popped up in my head stupid dares lol, you were really unexpected. I experienced a lot. I guess you can say it was my best relationship yet although there were times when I felt like youd choose your girl friends than me. Youd always have more to talk about to them and I guess you were more comfortable around them anyways. I felt like you never really wanted me around and I gave you space but its really whatever now. We arent even together anymore. The past is the past. I dont know why I stuck around really, we really didnt have anything to talk about and I felt like a second choice compared to your friends. 😒 I guess maybe i thought you were different from the rest but I dont know. There was always this feeling I had where I knew it was coming. Youd leave me hanging. I know I make big deals out of little problems and im a complicated girl but you werent really the types to talk things out. I mean I guess they werent even a big deal LOL. *sigh, ive been a wreck since we ended. I handed you my heart and shit like that then you just threw it all down the drain in the end. I mean even though i knew itd end at skme point, i saw us down the road a little farther.. But even after all that I still miss you and I miss what we had but I know Im better off without you and its best if we just stay friends. I know youre not the last one but for now youre still the reason why I havent moved on. I hate being stuck in lust. 😣 lol k,
Posted on: Thu, 03 Jul 2014 07:29:52 +0000