"Dear one, you no longer have to fear going back into nothingness or going out of existence, because, while you were absolutely alone in the Void, something occurred. You suddenly felt a presence. You didn’t have physical eyes back then, but you noticed something. It was a shadow—the same shadow that you had seen for just an instant back in the Wall of Fire, and here it was, with you again. The shadow caused you to feel something within you, and just having that feeling renewed you, and you realized maybe you weren’t completely out of existence. It was a moment unlike any other because it was such a contrast to the emptiness and the abyss around you. And in that beautiful, sacred moment, you suddenly realized “I Am! Although there is a Void and darkness all around me, I can hear my thoughts and I just saw the shadow of myself.” In this beautiful moment you realized, “If I can hear my own thoughts and feel myself, therefore I do exist. I don’t know where I exist, I don’t know what I am in, I don’t know where I came from, I don’t even know who I am, but I must exist. I can feel myself. I am aware of me. There’s nothing else around, but suddenly I am aware. I don’t know how to get out of this, but I Am. I am here, right now; therefore, I exist. Therefore, I Am.” In this beautiful moment of transformation, created by the simplest thought a human or angel will ever have—“I Am”—the life force burst up from a place within you that you hadn’t even known existed. The energy of Spirit, the consciousness of the I Am, suddenly rose up and you felt Self. You felt existence at the simplest and purest level that you would not feel again for a long, long time to come. You felt that life force energy rush within you and now, when you took a breath, you felt yourself. You didn’t know who you were or why you were, but you knew that you were, and in this moment you had hope. In this moment you felt a freedom, a liberation that was difficult to define. You felt a sudden desire to experience something, anything, to express, to call out from your soul and say, “I have awoken. I am here.” Even if nothing or no one could hear you or feel you, at least your soul could rejoice. “I Am! I exist!” And, in contrast to the moment before where there was nothingness, now you had one of the most beautiful and joyful experiences of consciousness that you will ever have. However, there is still this shadow of yourself, the shadow that you took from Home, that came with you through the Wall of Fire, that you felt in the abyss. Even now this shadow sometimes overshadows the potential for joy in your life, the potential to say, “I Am! I exist, therefore I Am, and that’s all that’s needed.” There is still a fear in both humans and angels that if you rejoice in the I Am-ness of your existence, it may be pulled back into the abyss, into the darkness and the nothingness. So humans and angels alike are fearful of proclaiming “I Am that I Am” because they feel that perhaps it will pull them in the nothingness. But it won’t. When you proclaim “I Am That I Am,” when you declare your existence, it brings up consciousness, the gift that Spirit gave you as a souled, sovereign being." Tobias Excerpt from Chapter 4; "Awakening" Journey of the Angels June 2009
Posted on: Tue, 23 Jul 2013 07:53:28 +0000
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