Do you ever ponder over your growth as an individual and really know and understand what that means, or do you view growth by your progressions only? If you are a person who does both, and are consistently feeding your intellect with the acceptance of your journey being your living text book, do you find that ego tries harder to place you in mind blocks? What i notice most is that the more i get to know me, and align myself with just me, I find it easier to be connected with earth, love, universe, and spirit, but find it harder to connect with people. The bigger the brain gets, the more information cycles through its feed, and EVERYTHING you meet triggers thought and analysis. Not because of fear based assumptions or what ifs, but because of the senses. All senses awaken to a stronger vibe and intuitive signals that can become very consumptive if not conveyed. Somehow, someway. My way is writing, talking to people directly with complete honesty whether it be delicate or sharp (when needed), singing, and health. My biggest downfall is my ability to be a people pleaser who has alot of patience. This can be a gift most of the time. We all have love languages that connect us to intimate partners, and mine is physical touch (generally thats a masculine language). If i receive my language, I will then become attached to the person in ways that i wont attach to anyone else, and i will be hopeful for reciprocation. Unfortunately, i love strongly without reservations, and i sometimes forget that alot of people dont. And thats fine, because thats their level yet, and its for them to discover, but its also a rough pardon. My greatest of distraction is when i am in that limbo, wanting to have reservation just like my partner, but not. I wish to not be mentally consumed with fickle ideas, or the shallow water of a good time. So heres my current first leap into my new journey; abstinence, shielding out physical intimacy, (not that i get that kind of love anyway), and closing off the door to anything but friendship. Hopefully, i will be taught, and in turn teach, what the difference is between just friends, lovers, and commitment. There are boundaries that create and categorize levels of relationships that Ive noticed alot of people are not mindful of, completely unaware of, or simply ignore to get what they want from others without having to reciprocate. I think what had happened to a large quantity of people, is that they have taken free love out of context and misunderstood the terms standards & boundaries for the term expectation, and thats simply incorrect. Anyhow, expect to have alot to read throughout the next 30 days. Love to you all. Just another life message from me to you. Sticking these words to myself like glue. I e
Posted on: Tue, 23 Sep 2014 16:38:31 +0000
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