Do you think its crazy to fall in love with someone youve never met face to face? I’ve come to you guys because Im super worried if this is insane or notFirst off: Would you think its was crazy and stupid if a friend or family member told you they had been communicating with a person for 13 months and really think they are in love with them and will soon go meet the person? Second: Do you think its all possible to be in love with someone youve never met face to face? back storyI became friends on fb over a year ago started corresponding with her, she had answered a few of my questions the first day we texted back and forth for 6 hr Now Im not usually a very talkative person and I dont open up to a lot of people because of growing up in foster care but I found her to be the easiest person to talk to and was very comfortable/able to open up to her almost immediately We began to chating and forth for hours every day most times staying up until dawn talking to each other about every topic you can think of After 2 months of chating we began to call each other and we both admitted that we were really starting to like each other as more then friends We continued to call each other every day and night spending 6-7 hrs on the phone and also talking one skype video calls, just talking sharing our past/present lives and plans for the future I could talk to her about anything we talked politics, sports, music, serious stuff past relationship and many other things We eventually decided to consider ourselves a couple and make serious plans to meet, 8 months in i started to talk about marriage and a serious life together and me moving to her state I found out then that I have an absolutely huge fear of commitment and change I found myself finding every little reason that it was not possible to be in love with her and that I was stupid and an idiot for even thinking of flying to meet a girl that I had met online so I broke up with her saying some very mean and nasty things A month or so later I feel the depression I faced in my teen years return and I sink lower and lower, I pick up an old habit of smoking weed to deal with the depression Flash forward, December when I take a look at my past year and I decide to start fixing things that are wrong in my life and I realize that I blamed her for every problem with us that I had made up to cover my real problems so I write a super long apology letter and she responds to it xmas day We begin to talk again like we used to and not a month later my feelings 4 her are back and stronger than ever You know how they say that a person will know when they find the ONE well I really think she is my ONE I have been happier in a few weeks then I have in months I smile at the idea of one day marrying her instead of running in fear I want to tell my family about her and the fact that I do plan on meeting her soon whether its her flying to me or me going to her Im very worried that they are going to think I am nuts and not accept the idea I just want to be with her, and have my family be ok with it
Posted on: Thu, 25 Sep 2014 19:50:22 +0000
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