Episode 97 I gave birth with a bouncing baby girl, it was the happiest day of my life, I felt more important that I gave life to some body, the doctor handed me the baby, she was crying,probably hungry cause I couldnt eat the past days. The doctor said she was a normal premature, her heart beat and body was excellent. she didnt have nails and eyebrows but every other thing was perfect, I was then moved to children s ward, my phone battery was dead. I asked a phone from a woman sleeping next to me to call my hubby to share the good news. He couldnt believe it, I could hear his voice that he was happy. He said he was coming. I directed him to our new ward and he came. poor me I was struggling to breastfeed the baby, first time motherhood! He was very happy to see both of us safe, he told me how much he loved me, lol although prohibited he took pictures of me and my little angel. It was the happiest day of our life, we named our baby Blessing. she was indeed a blessing. I went through a lot during my pregnancy, but I survived. I was discharged some few days later, my husband came to fetch us.it was not easy for me but I had to be strong. my body was weak.we took a taxi and headed straight home I love my new family. We spent a lot of time together and enjoying. But devil always knocked on my door. me and my husband always fought. I dropped tears almost every hour. I blamed him for the horrible condition in our relationship, the thing is he was also blind, we couldnt think of prayer anymore. We disagreed on many things. my mother s hatred was too much. my husband took me and the baby to venda, I hated venda because of many memories and I knew mom know venda as the only place for me,but I had to agree to save my marriage. Everybody was happy to see the baby but also shocked of her appearance, she was so little. After three weeks I was told that my sister passed away. I couldnt survive the pain. I went to church and pastor washed the baby with holy water and said I should go to the funeral. I went home and buried my sister. She left two girls and baby boy same age with my baby, may your soul rest in peace. Life was not easy for me anymore, I had no one to look up for. I went back to venda, every one was complaining about the baby s treatment. I also did complain. my husband was very impatient to me.mom called me and said it is over and Im going to be her slave soon. The pain in my heart was just increasing. she said my husband will see me like rubbish. I went back to my husband after two rough months, He was no longer the guy I met. my weakness, I shared my personal issues with people trying to find help. But it all went bad when my husband found out. He said I should go back to venda, he organised a transport for me. Unfortunately it didnt come. The following morning I told him there was no water. joooo the fight started. He left me and went to town. I was full of anger I decided to go to my own home not venda, my friend took me to town. He called me and I told him to come. Anger took control. I told him Im going home and I will never come back .I could see from his eyes that he loved me, he didnt say much but dropped a tear, I was lost but decided on doing what my mind was telling me. I did what I regreted.
Posted on: Sat, 03 Jan 2015 20:24:03 +0000
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