Every now and then your mind wanders, and when it returns, it comes back with thoughts of someone particular. You wonder about this person; about if they have ever had their wandering mind return with thoughts of you. It is usually then your mind remembers their absence was so sudden, coming after a high of connectedness and growth together. History had repeated itself, but you continually held on to the memory of how it felt to be close to them. This clinging of hope and emotion was rewarded with another cameo from this person, but only for a brief moment of deep bonding before they disappeared once more. Occasionally, you begin to gain traction with moving on minus the need, want or interest of their inclusion. That is when they manipulate the universe and throw themself back in your life. Again, only for a brief moment though. Your sentiment gains the better of you, allowing your heart to revel in the blink of time they reappear to remind you of how much you want some sort of life with them. This also means you will feel every second as they drift away from you faster than they arrived. It is a vicious cycle: the joy their spirit brings and the pain it leaves behind once it is gone. Yet, that vicious cycle is your relationship with that person until you relieve yourself of them. Gain comfort in their absence, for in it lies your liberation.
Posted on: Sun, 26 Oct 2014 12:57:08 +0000
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