Every year on 12 18 I post this song and cry like a big baby and yes I was and still am his baby girl . My dad was always there for me in my life and my friends . He was the bravest and strongest man Ive ever known he was always happy and never had a bad thing to say about anyone he would even invite the homeless in and feed them like he did at my sisters reception he would always have a good time and make sure everyone else would to . The dancing he would do at partys I still cant dance the way he did but I had fun trying . All the times we would pack up the truck or car and drive to the lake that was like every weekend . His heart was always at the lake He taught me to fish and that taught me patients He taught me to change the oil in a truck car lawn mower and that taught me to never do my nails before doing that and never reli on anyone only God and I was praying for god on all of those days to get the oil off my hands . My father was a hell of a man and I can only pray and teach my three boys to be just if not all but half the man he was. So far after his death he has came to me in my dreams three times one dream to tell me he was fine and happy and he was dancing with me showing me he could still do the jig and the other was a big beautiful lake and ask me if I wanna go fishing and all I could do was run to the end of the doc and I was going to jump in and swim to the boat and at the moment he held up his hand and said no not yet and all I could was remember how much I wanted to dive in and swim to him and I woke up and told everyone in my family if that was heaven I wanna go it was so surreal the colors were so Vivien and the peacefulness I wanted to go right then and my family looked at me and thought I needed to go see my dr witch I had an appointment anyway and that same day I found out I had a slight very mild heart attack I was ok and was fine I told the dr witch was my dads dr about the dreams I had and he asked me if my dad had both of his hands and sat there and siad not at first but then they appeared the dr told me I was fine and that was my father coming to visit me in my dreams he siad when u die everything is renewed I knew that but at least I wasnt crazy my father lost his right hand when he was seven and in my eyes growin up there wasnt nothing he couldnt do . I guess in my mind now after four years of his passing I know were I am going when I die Ill be up there fishing and dancing with him so on today I will let those balloons go and play bad bad Leroy brown all day today because that is his favorite song thank you my friends and family for reading this . Love u all
Posted on: Thu, 18 Dec 2014 18:31:30 +0000
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