Ey i was once in a relationship with a girl who loved me and as for me i was soooooo crazy in love but i always felt her love for me only exists in my presence,but once im gone it out of sight out of mind...i kept whinning about this issue to her but she responded it just insecurities shes in love with only me,but she didnt change,she kept on dragging her feet,she didnt give attention i felt i deserved...i moved to durban met new people,she began to pester me phoning now and then,making issues out of minor things,i felt shes nagging...i met several girls whom i fell in love with,put our photos on mxit as profile pictures i cared less what shell think or feel,i wanted to make her feel what i felt,she made me feel alone,but deep in my heart i knew shes the only girl i need,but she took me for granted. Before i knew it she was fed up,i felt free when she stopped phoning and complaining until one day when me n my friends were taking a walk...I SAW HER WITH ANOTHER GUY;IT SEEMED LIKE THEY WERE COMING FROM THE GUYS HOUSE,i couldnt believe my eyes,i laughed out loud,and got silenced till i reached my home,my friends wondered what went wrong,i couldnt help it,but i felt like someone just hammered my heart,it was wrecking into pieces...i got home,couldnt eat,couldnt speak,couldnt smile i just isolated my self from my family members,i felt HEARTACHES,at night the scene just came so clear,wished ive done something,i couldnt sleep at night....the following day i met my best friend and he told me on his way home yesterday after the unpleasant encounter he met the girl and she told him she tried her best but i showed her i dont care anymore that she felt alone but that doesnt matter anymore coz she has moved on...MY KNEES FELT WEEK,I ALMOST COLAPSED,I COULDNT BELIEVE MY EARS ARE HEARED CORRECT,A TEAR ROLLED DOWN MY CHICK...I FELT PAIN IN MY HEART...my attempts of getting her back were worthless,they just caused more pain and watching their pictures on mxit broke me down day by day...N.B MY FRIENDS COMMUNICATION IS IMPORTANT IN A RELATIONSHIP,DONT TAKE YOUR PARTNERS FOR GRANTED OR MAKE THEM FEEL ALONE...FROM THAT DAY I PROMISED MY SELF NEVER AGAIN WILL I CHEAT OR MAKE MY CURRENT PARTNER FEEL ALONE...#LESSON_LEARNED
Posted on: Thu, 06 Nov 2014 18:47:06 +0000