FEAR - I curse fear. I curse this whole situation and I speak blessing and healing over my daughter. What to do?? about 24 minutes into the film the mom says no mother should ever know that they could have made a better choice to keep their child alive or well or improve their set of circumstances and they didnt take it - My choice is there... what do I do?? I trust God. I trust there is a better choice coming to my Georgia home. After my sweet daughter Angel having multiple seizures today I am tired... I am tired of not knowing I am tired of cursing these stupid politicians.. I am tired of idiots keeping something that might or might not help out of MY hands for my daughter. I have cussed today I have cried today. I may not sleep tonight because when Angel runs a fever from a simple sinus infection her seizures multiply. Is there a better choice out there?? I dont know and cant find out. I think there is and its heartbreaking that I sit here in Ellijay Georgia in FEAR. In fear this very second that she might have the one seizure while she sleeps that she might not wake up from. Or she might have it tomorrow while I make her breakfast if she still is running a fever tomorrow. She might be watching tv one minute and five minutes down the road be taking her last breath. None of us are guaranteed another breath but it is torture to not know if you are making the right decisions for your child. Could moving to a legal state make our circumstances better....????? IF we move there and get a doctor to prescribe and it works - we will not be able to cross state lines again with her - until its legal here. We would risk the state taking her and throwing us in jail for possession of a schedule one narcotic if we did come back to our home.... Family , Grandparents great grandparents, uncles brothers,-- would only be able to see her in another state - not in their home again - or ours.... But maybe it would work - HECK maybe she might even talk again. She might say daddy again. She might tell me how much she appreciates being well again. She might not, but is there enough of a chance???? I dont know. I dont know, I dont know. I dont know. I dont know. SHE MIGHT. she might not. I dont know but I should have the right to help my child in a safe way to medicate her in a safe way. SURE i could buy it illegally and no one would be the wiser. BUT is it safe for her - its illegal so if something bad happened I could go to jail - I could become a murder. I could be forever sorry I tried a bad batch I could be worse off and so could Angel. My sons and husband then having to come see me in a jail cell once a week. When something should be so simple - and is not - and something so natural is not available to be used in a safe responsible way to HELP AN INNOCENT CHILD, THIS IS SIN. well she is in there stirring again - lets go see if its another seizure now.... Time for Tylenol again for the fever from the sinus infection. God bless you all as you hopefully sleep well. Blessings... Lord bless our politicians as they control our little lives with their hostage bills and politics. Lord help them and provide them with grace and mercy that they could not give us. Lord Help the blindness be lifted from their eyes as I lift the head and hands of my child to you in prayer and praise even through this seizure!!! vimeo/111451900
Posted on: Sat, 15 Nov 2014 07:17:42 +0000
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