Fair warning- this is an airing of my dirty laundry. If you dont want to be drawn into my negative energy, read no further. Hopefully this prevents the majority of you from the energetic ties of my b.s, because I dont want to put it on anyone else; I just need to get it off of my chest so that it doesnt keep eating me up. Here goes- I wish that in person I didnt cause so many people to be uncomfortable with my presence (this is never the case at my church; I love you men and women!). So far the most effective method of dealing with this has been to keep to myself and not look in other peoples direction. This has been going on at one level or another since the fourth grade. A near lifetime of this experience has taught me how to see it pretty easily. And that history doesnt lie. There are periods of time where I fool myself into believing that this is not true. Now, I realize that what we see in others is just a reflection of ourselves. So no one else has ever had an issue; its all in my head, or me who has the problem/issue. So this is not really about them, its about me. I need to release others from the ties of my issues. So again, if you have read this, please ignore it and/or let it go. I dont want to put this on you, but I needed to get it off of my chest, rather than just keeping it all in my head and stewing over it. Depression isnt fun.
Posted on: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 22:00:00 +0000
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