Feeling some type of way: As you may know Im moving forward with my life by getting married. With that Im in need of advice. So I went to a co-worker of mine who has been married for a while to ask him how should I go about choosing a best man and groomsmen n so forth..his response was...you should choose a best man who has been there the most, through thick and then, without a doubt they would be there. So I thought lonnnnng and hard....when my mom got stabbed nearly to death I personally went to ALLLL my homeboys I mean Aaalll. From who I thought the closest of dwn to the least likely homeboy looking for a way to deal with what happend to my mom other than serking vengence and murder... To my surprise....Not one( u guys may feel different but i remember distinctly) not one homeboy came n said bro its fukd up what happnd im here lets go handle this or nothing all i got from each n evryone was damn bra, word up?! thats messd up! ...when i was protecting my house and got jumped by 4 ppl, nearly lost conciousness on McAuthor dr...i again went to each n evryone of my homies...and again they said damn bra, thats fd up! not offering any help as far as protection, advice, anything. I fi d myself lending my money, my clothes, giving shelter, offering my vehicles to ease others lives, food, you name it Ive done it...and here I am looking for just one to call the absolute best...Whats interesting is my mom told me this would come to light one day and here it is....and whats crazy to me not one of people who knew my mom showed up to her funeral, offered a dollar towards her funeral flowers, or til this day asked me how Im dealng with such a loss. Im not posting this to hold anything against anyone Im just bringing some thi gs to light that Ive been keeping in the dark. Im going to cuntinue to be a great homeboy/bestman to all of my associates because thats one of thr gifts the creator has given me. If you are one of my homeboys and as if I may be in error please call me...I will explain in full detail one on one....you can change the way you think easily but the hard part is changing how you feel....GM FB...,peace
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 13:43:18 +0000
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