Feelings are such a strange thing. For the longest time ive just wanted to feel nothing. After a while it happened. Literally no emotions, no feeling; it was like dragging a deceased body around that was your own. After 9 months of this i tried everything to feel something, anything. Ironic really. Then, for instance you could meet someone who in just seconds can fix you; literally seconds even though youve spent months trying to fix what youve done to yourself. My emotions are literally off the hook. Nine months of no emotions coming in all at once? It feels like being a little kid, learning when the appropriate time you should be happy, mean, sad, etc. Im the only one to blame really. I would never ask someone to take it easy on me, i dont want sympathy. If anything all i ask for is patience.. i could rant forever about this but ill just leave it at that in hopes someone i really love will see this and keep trying there hardest to understand..
Posted on: Tue, 26 Aug 2014 08:11:30 +0000
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