For Little B, Marilyn This has been an unbearable day. Many of you know that I have been trying to find a place for Little B...This little pit mix was a very sad story form the start. I pulled her from the East LA county shelter hours before she was scheduled to die. I worked with her and gave her love and tried to spend alot of time helping her know how to even be a dog.She had a beautiful brindle coat and a frightened way about her. It took her 3 days to leave her crate upon arrival. She began to trust me, and then looked forward to only me...fearful of everyone else. I began to call for help, sharing that this pup needed alot of love and time, more than I had.....My frustration mounted as there seemed no options.....I didnt want to give up. This morning I didnt notice she had been chewing on her web leash, and when we took our morning walk....it snapped. I was home alone, & in one minute... she was attacking another rescue..BIRD. What happened next is unbearable. Ive never seen aggression like this. Her eyes rolled back in her head and blood came from her mouth..Bird was yelping and thrashing..I ran to the hose..No pressure! I ran to get a stick..nothing. I slipped on the greasy oil pan..screaming at the top of my lungs...I finally smashed a flower pot on her head.....and they broke.. I was screaming and sobbing and managed to chain them each apart...what the hell had just happened..... I am still stunned. I called animal control,I called my son..I was sobbing so hard my heart could jump out of my chest. I had to say good bye to B today. I took her in, no muzzle, no pole, only my lead line and my voice. We sat on the floor of animal control and she lay quietly in my lap...putting her entire trust and her life in my hands. Quietly and peaceful she passed. I feel like hell..like I betrayed her, let her down. I was all she had. Tonight there is a group of women putting together a plan to try and bring attention to a man who abused and neglected his animals until some of them were dead. Little Bs life was ruined because of a man like this man. I hope justice is served, and he rots in hell. I hope very person who has ever terrified and abused an animal rots in hell. In memory of Little B I hope justice will be served.
Posted on: Tue, 09 Dec 2014 03:38:44 +0000