For the last few months I have been much more crabby and irritable than I would like to be. I have worked hard over the years to not be the ill-tempered, difficult, testy person I was growing up. I have always had a anger issue, where I fly off the handle and show my ass. I didnt want to be this way, I didnt want to be seen this way. I used to be easily angered and I wouldnt care who was around or what they thought. I have had to do a lot of internal work, either changing how I think or feel to show something completely different. At times I have even faked (being in good mood) it just cause I wanted to change so much. I know not many people have seen me this way,for that am glad, lol you should be too. I have always cracked jokes but Ive always hard that harder edge to me as well. I guess just know Im working through some shit, and if I come off some way that seems crotchety I apologize.
Posted on: Thu, 11 Dec 2014 03:14:21 +0000
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