Friends, this is something of a confession. The sad death of Robin William has troubled many, many who have struggled with similar issues. .Its not like having the flu or a stomach virus. You dont get over it, but you can learn to live with it. For some this is very difficult. The meds make you feel dull and numb. You embarrass yourself by losing your anger or doing something contrary to your convictions. Bipolar people often hurt others, especially those around them. They often feel trapped in their brain, nothing helps, they turn their friends away and usually live very lonely lives. Its a very painful disorder. But you also have your highs as well as your lows. Part of Robin Williams ability to make us laugh was the joy he expressed in his manic moments. What we see today is the dark side. Nine years ago, 2005, I was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder. I had hurt many around me: my family, The church where I was the Pastor, my friends, my God and of course, even myself. I had done some dumb things, even sin. I lost my job, my home, my livelihood, my respect. I thank those who stood by me during that time. I especially thank my wife Virginia. Without her i would not be here today. My Kids, Rebekah and Nathan were strong for me. They stood with me in the silent struggle. I should also mention some other: my sister Trish, Becky & Kris, John B., David H. & Andrew L. The Lord sent them when I needed them. It is still a struggle. Sometime I feel like my mind is running like a car with the spark plugs out of sequence. I feel trapped in my brain. Dont worry, I believe faithfully in taking my meds, and I plan to live a very long time. I still have too much to accomplish. The following article is one which I felt helpful. I pray it will help you. Too long has the world pushed mental illness into the background. Families find it embarrassing. Individuals find it frustrating and hard to live with..Their families oft dont understand. It is a known fact that when a celebrity takes their lives, that many others with such disorders will attempt the same, and some will succeed. Forgive my openness and honesty. We cannot stand by silent while other suffer. Some one must speak for them. I plan to do so as much as I am able. God is faithful, I put my trust in him.
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 01:34:46 +0000
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