From a member: My wife believes that I need religion to get better; actually most of my family believe that if i put my faith in the lord that i will suddenly overcome all my issues. I know that this works for some people but it isnt for me. I lost my faith a long time ago, I can honestly say that i do not believe in religion. I dont know what others do to make it. but i honestly feel like im running in circles. I take my medications daily, i try and stay positive but today i hit my wall. I tried talking to my wife about what was wrong with me today, but all i got was put your faith in god and for me that is a trigger. I never asked for help from god when i was in trouble its just not in me. Yet its the one thing that i constantly get told. However, this isnt why im writing Today was the first day in a while that I honestly contemplated taking all my medication at once, it scares me to have these types of thoughts. I try my best to shut them out of head, I know that it is a slippery slope for me, I can easily slip up and end up giving in to these types of thoughts. I wish that i could say that it wasnt this way, but it is. I struggle constantly with staying positive, to look ahead and remind myself that i have to get through today. However, i am close to the end of my rope today. Im always asked if im going to get over it, or told that its all in your head. I struggle with life every day.
Posted on: Fri, 25 Apr 2014 11:00:00 +0000
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