From a member: What do replace the adrenaline rush with? I have found myself pushing boundaries and shoplifting to see if I can get away with it. I want to test my counter surveillance skills. It is a rush for a brief moment and then the pain and emptiness creeps in. I dont want to do these things or take tge risks I do but its the only way I feel alive. Otherwise I am numb and so sick of hearing that I need to fix myself or get straightened out. So what is something way out in left field and risky you do to make you feel alive? I have other risk taking behaviors that I do to feel alive but this is the one where I face incarceration.
Posted on: Tue, 30 Sep 2014 08:00:01 +0000
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