God Im so tired. Specifically Im tired of living. I was born with an illness similar to chronic walking pneumonia. It causes me to cough uncontrollably a great deal of the time so much so that I even throw up from coughing so much. I know I disturb other people but it seems like nothing I do stops the cough. Its as annoying for me as it is for everyone else. Ive been hospitalized because of this illness and have seen more doctors than I care to mention. Everyone thinks Im so tough because I dont get upset but the reality is crying sends me into coughing fits. I spend most of my nights awake due to this incessant cough so I usually only get about 4hrs of sleep a night. I want to die just so Ill stop coughing but wont commit suicide because of my friends and family. Im just so tired.
Posted on: Sat, 01 Nov 2014 22:32:49 +0000
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