God is GREAT All The Time!!!!!!! I have prayed and prayed for a job. I had one 2 weeks ago but do to unfortunate circumstances, I was not able to take it. So I kept praying and landed one yesterday. Spent all day today at orientation, and start tomorrow night at Timbertech. He places us where he wants us in life, and he takes care of those who believe and live right by him. If I was still a junkie, on the streets doing bad, I would not be where I am today. I would still be unemployed, with my family turning their backs on me, and homeless. But since July 08th of 2013, I feel allot healthier, went from 160 lbs to 220 lbs, gained the love, trust, and respect from my family, and most of all, I got my wife and sons back. It is thanksgiving everyday for me. Im putting an honest 100% back into life, and Im finally getting it back. I have allot of love and support from the greatest In-Laws that a person could ask for, And a wife and 2 sons that show me nothing but unconditional love. I would not be where I am at today if it wasnt for the loving, caring people that I have surrounded myself with. Thank you April Werner, Isaiah Werner, Andy Werner, Christain Werner, Karen Stewart, Dennis Stewart, Brandon Stewart, Carrie Stewart Fox, Matt Fox, Josh Werner, Kyla Werner,and Kim Werner for showing me the love and support that I have needed to become the man I am today. Thank you guys for not turning your backs on me, when I was at my lowest point of my life. You all rode out the storm for me, praying along the way. Wanting nothing but the best for me. I owe my sobriety and success to each one of you. Your love pulled me through the darkest time of my life, and it is what has me shining today. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I love you guys and do not take what you have given me for granted. Not everyone gets a chance to redeem themselves and still have their family to support them. I am very fortunate to have this. I know that a few of you have spent many nights worried about me, shed many tears for me, and feared the worst for me at times. I had also putt my wife and sons through more stuff than anyone could imagine. She is the toughest lady I know, the greatest mom that a kid could ever ask for. After all of the heart aches, sleepless nights, tear soaked pillows, and broken promises and dreams, she is still by my side to this day. Not because I am the father of our sons, but because she loves me with all of her heart. She has waited with hopes that I would one day become the man that she fell in love with. Not only am I going to show her how truly sorry I am, but I am going to spend the rest of my life making her feel like the queen that she really is. I am not only going to make it up to you all, but I am going to make you so proud of me. I cannot thank you all enough or show you how blessed I am to have each one of you in my life, but I am going to show you the love and respect that you deserve until the day I die.God really has blessed this life I live. There are 2 people that I wish could see me now. Both of my parents passed away at such an early age. Dad was 48 and Mom was only 50. She has been gone a year now and Dad has been gone 3. Not only does it devastate me that they are gone, but they passed away very disappointed in me. They were deeply ashamed that their oldest son was a heroin addict. I had always tried my best in life to please them. I had done everything in my life 100% so they could get the satisfaction of saying Im proud of you and thats my boy when talking to others. But the very last memory that they left this world with was that their oldest son was a deadbeat junkie. Something I would have never wanted my parents to think. Something that cuts deep to my soul. I have allot of regrets in life that I still feel the pain from, but this takes the life right out of me. Only if they could see me now. They would be so proud of me. To go from a severe addict, losing my house, cars, and selling every possession that I didnt lose, being unemployed and homeless. I had no friends and not one single family member would have anything to do with me. To now, having my wife and sons back in my life, I have made amends with most of my family and proved myself to be the man I once was, getting allot of my possessions back, doing more with my family, such as vacations, reds games, fishing trips, and starting a good job tomorrow night. Life has really turned around for me, and I wish they were here to see it and enjoy this new me with everyone. This would be the biggest thing that they would have been proud of me for. They would also be proud to know that since last August I have been saved and Baptized. And up until a few months ago, We attended Church every Sunday. Due to money being really tight and a few other issues, we have not been able to attend. I really miss it and cannot wait until we can start going back.God has been so good to us this past year and we cannot give him thanks enough. And being there every Sunday made my life feel so complete. Not only did I feel closer to Our Lord and Savoir, but I felt whole. I want to thank those of you that have taken the time to read this. Because if you have read this, that tells me one thing. That you have taken the time out of your busy life to see how I am doing. That means allot to me. And the ones that hit the like button, that shows me that you truly care and are showing support for me as well. I am so grateful for the faith that you all have shown me. I pray that everyone has a good nights rest and may God be with you all on your morning commute to work. I hope each and every one of you have a great day at work. And those who read this, please post how your day was tomorrow. I would love to hear about it. I pray that it is full of blessing. :)
Posted on: Thu, 25 Sep 2014 03:37:20 +0000
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