Good Friday morning everyone! Well, I think I got a total of about 2 hours of sleep & in that time I was sleeping, all I did was dream about her! How are you suppose to let some one go if all your mind does is think about that person, or hear about that person? It sorta made me upset a while ago when I first logged on, I had a few messages, & one of the messages was some one telling me about who Melissa is talking to now, & that really did it for me, cause now I am thinking, how could she leave me & b with him when she even said herself that back years ago the only time he ever called her was when he was drinking & horny, so how can you walk away from me for that?? Plus the guy has 2 kids from a previous marriage &, well I just dont know, but I was told she did get her a car, guess now her Mom can control her once again, cause she cant have nothing in her name due to her previous marriage & having to file bankruptcy! I surely didnt expect to wake up to all this, this morning! Then I had another message from who i thought was a close friend, telling me not to come by her house, if I was going to come down that way, because the crack headed guy she dates wouldnt like it, so I used the block button & got rid of that problem along with a few more also! & while I am going on, this chick from Lancaster, Erica Rollings made out like she wasnt going to b able to have Thanksgiving for her kids & wanted to know if she could borrow the money to buy Thanksgiving, so like a damn idiot, I give it to her, but I give it so the kids would have Thanksgiving, not that I wanted to get some sort of recognition, & here she comes messaging me talking all this & that too, so yet again, I just used the block button! I went through my friends list, & those that dont talk to me or dont share some sort of positivity or who was still affiliated with Melissa, I got rid of them! I dont need no more negativity in my life right now, & I need real true friends that are going to encourage me to strive for better, so if you see that you are still on my page, then yes, you are considered by me to b a loyal & honest friend with encouragement to give! Oh goodness, I just realize I have wrote another short novel, haha, lol, well some enjoy reading my post as they drink their coffee, but I am about to get my day started & I pray to GOD, I dont have anymore negativity hit me today, I mean I am only human, I am not no dang super hero with amazing super strength to b able to take on anything, I have swallowed all I can swallow, something must give or at least give me time to get over this all! Yall have a wonderful Friday & always wear a SMILE, even when it seems impossible to do, just try, cause I may need to see that SMILE myself to remind me, better days are yet to come!
Posted on: Fri, 28 Nov 2014 12:23:36 +0000
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