Good morning peeps. Im a newly married man in my twenties and I am having a problem with my relationship with god thats bothering me hardcore.Both of my parents are two of the most devoted muslims Ive ever seen from reading quran and praying all the time and all thats there is to do.I treat them as my best friends and I tell them everything and everything is going fantastic in my family but my problem is that I struggle all the time everyday to pray my 5 prayers.I pray sometimes 4 sometimes 2 and it just varies all the time.My parents never give me a hard time on any of lifes related problems and they leave me to deal with it however I want and I try my best to do it but they always have problems with me and my prayers especially and reading Quran.They always tell me to even do the slightest things like reading one page every day which will go a long way with me but I simply find it hard to do and get too lazy. My bigger problem is now I got married to the love of my life which is also devoted more than me and shes just like my parents so now I go pray my 5 prayers JUST to not look bad in front of her.Just not for her to see that Im beneath her in my relation with god and its hard or me to be a hypocrite like that. I am wasting my time pretending to be so religious and Im not taking any sawab coz Im doing it for someone else and not for Allah. She even wakes me up every fajr and I find it even harder too. What do you guys suggest me to do? How do I leave how I think how she would think of me and really go pray and read Quran by myself for my own sake and betterment. Thank You!!
Posted on: Fri, 25 Jul 2014 23:47:46 +0000
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