Group input needed: Ive been awake all night, Cant sleep, sick, diarrhea,crying…. I was married to a very mentally and physically abusive man that is such a smooth lying manipulator. Pretends to be a big Christian working at one of our largest churches, but behind closed doors choked his pregnant wife, lied about how many kids he had, severe pathological liar so so so many lies, cheated, withheld any attention making me the loneliest person in the world at the time.. He a was cruel and cold. Drained me in every way he could even financially never paying a thing when we were married then in 2008 when the economy got bad I had to close my two businesses and sell my home.. He just quit coming home left me homeless with a newborn baby. There was a LOT that he did and a LOT that happened back then.. but after our divorce in March 2010 I moved to FL to raise my daughter. He had nothing to do with her but still periodically would try to stab me emotionally. My daughter and I were happy in FL she was a sweet happy child. He comes to tell me he is sorry and wants to be a dad and talks me into moving back to OK. We have been here 7 months and I find out that he has been gas lighting me and recording me crying then he tells me I am losing it, I am out of control etc. I get served papers that he wants emergency custody based on MANY LIES.. none of it was true.. NONE. The emergency was dismissed but we are in Motion to Modify custody. He is playing very dirty, lying, threatening harassment when I try to get a hold of him to help with our daughter. He is threatening me constantly with papers, attorneys, harassment. I cant even describe here how he talks to me. My head is spinning constantly with confusion and doubt. Yesterday we met to exchange our daughter and I walk up smiling. I say, hi, would you watch our DD on Friday and I will meet you here at 8:30 tomorrow morning He said, no I wont, I just left my attorneys office and you are getting served papers tomorrow I kept asking so you are not going to return our daughter in the morning. It was getting heated so I walked away to call my attorney who didnt answer. I decide to be nice and I walked back over to hear him on the phone with his attorney telling her I am harassing him and being violent in front of our daughter. I got very upset. He was lying so badly and kept saying to his attorney you hear her, this is front of our DD, over and over The sad thing is is that since I have been here I have watched my daughter go from happy to being sort of brainwashed. She wants nothing to do with me, wont take affection from me, being mean to our animals, begs to go to her dads every day. He buys her new toys every time he has her. I dont know what is happening, how could she and I be as close as a baby girl (age 5) and mommy can be to her wanting nothing to do with me? I dont know if I can take his lies, manipulations, bullying any longer. I am a shell of the woman I was. He is ruining me financially, I am emotionally drained and feel like throwing in the towel. I dont think you can win against these types of people. Its so dirty and conniving. The snide look of pleasure he had on his face and tone of his voice yesterday is something i will never forget, It was awful.. One word describes it: evil. I am all alone here and dont know what to do. I just dont know if I can handle it any longer. I think maybe I should let him take her but I am so afraid of the damage he will cause her.. I am so sad. so so sad.I am having thoughts I have never had before. I dont want to be stuck here, I dont want to deal with him anymore. I really hate that I trusted him, fell for it and moved back here. I have ruined not only my life but my sweet daughter will never be the same
Posted on: Thu, 29 May 2014 13:18:13 +0000
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