Happy Birthday to my Daddy in Heaven! Today you would have been 55 years old. I wonder what you would look like, I wonder what nicknames you would call your granddaughter Ava and your grandson Layton. I just wish I could see you as a grandpa, what a beautiful thing to see, but I know you wouldve made a wonderful Papaw and just like you always said about me and Angela, I know you would say Ava and Layton could do NO WRONG! Youd already be telling them both they can do anything in life they want and be anything they want to be, they are too young to understand right now but I know that lecture would be on replay every time you saw them. I sit here and just wonder what if, I know its pointless but I cant help it. But you are in Heaven, which is a place so wonderful there are no words to describe it and the happiness you feel up there I know is indescribable too, so I know your birthday will be beyond great because every day in Heaven is beyond great, just know I wish I could be with you today, I wish Heaven allowed visitors but Im sure the reason they dont is because nobody would ever want to leave! I love you Daddy, I love you more today than I did yesterday but not as much as I will love you tomorrow, my love will only continue to grow because love does not know death and death has no power over love. And I miss you more today than I did yesterday but not as much as I will miss you tomorrow because the longer you go without someone you love you only miss them more! And days like today, your birthday well they hurt worse than most because Im supposed to be with you today! It was 8 years ago on your 47th birthday that I last spent quality time with you, if I had only known you would die 10 days later I would have never left and I would have tried anything and everything to keep you here with me! I cant believe its been 8 years, just to say it makes me feel like Im saying something completely crazy! I sit here and think you cant be really gone! But you are in Heaven, and I know you watch over all of us! Loving you is so easy Daddy, but missing you is so hard! The tears still fall after all these years, I now know there is no limit to the amount of tears you can cry for one person! Just know that in my heart I am with you today on your birthday! I will always love you and I will miss you until the day we meet again! You were the best Daddy ever, and Im so glad that God picked you to be my Daddy because only you would/will do! And although I only had you in my life physically for 18 years I will always be thankful for every moment and every memory we made in that time, I wouldnt trade my time with you for anything! Now have a happy birthday in Heaven, my Daddy, my freebird, spread those wings and fly! Also Ava says Happy Birthday to her Papaw in Heaven and that she loves you! Yes Daddy, I already tell her all about you, in fact every time we get a pampers with the Elmo character from sesame street, I always say something like Yay we got our favorite, Elmo like Papaw Elmo in Heaven so lets just say she hears about you a lot, but its more than just diaper changes I promise. I love and miss you Daddy! Happy Birthday! I will always be your baby girl and your Amy Loo-Lah, and I am so proud I am your daughter!
Posted on: Wed, 15 Oct 2014 18:11:16 +0000
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