Having severely uncontrolled Type 1 Diabetes and Epilepsy is hard enough for me to wrap my head around, but for quite awhile now I have felt like total crap tired, nauseated all day, massive dizzy spells, seizures at least twice a month. I push through it all even after a seizure and buck up and get shit done. But even I will admit defeat, which isnt easy for me if you know the type of person I am, I dont acknowledge defeat, or even my illnesses ever, I would just rather be in denial about it all. But today, Im here to say, IM TIRED BODY MIND AND SOUL! I now understand what my dad was going through when he was so sick and weak for so many years before he died, he kept saying pumpkin head dads tired, dads body is tired of all of this. I understand dad!!! I feel the same way. But, I wont give up and I will continue to fight for I have way to much to lose and be thankful for. My family, my children and grand baby especially are my life and without them I am not whole. Sometimes I wanna give up and throw in the towel, and then I think of them and it all makes sense to me again...So today, Today I am tired and I will rest until my sons game tonight and hopefully with prayer tomorrow will be a better day...
Posted on: Wed, 24 Sep 2014 17:31:04 +0000
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