Here i am again, sitting in my room, DA only sound I hear is da heater, no conversations, no laughter, no reason to even open my mouth, movies are no fun without someone to share them wit, games arent as fun without a partner, da walls are too white, da room is cluttered, to much time to sit and ponder, I can sit on my ass, clean da house, or simply sing to myself, but whos going to hear it, whos going to join in, trapped in a cell wit nowhere to go, no friends to chill wit, and man is it cold, so walking will be hard, no one to distract me from the chills running down my body, bf is at work, no telling when hell be home, kid is gone to see his cus, but i dont mind him being gone for awhile, needed a break anyhow, life is depressing, but I try to keep my head up high, in sick of it all, but I have to have hope dat God Will make it better, I am thankful for the things I have, dont get me wrong, I dont ask him for much, I dont want da world, dont care about my wants, they arent really important, all I ask is for my needs to bet met, because they are slightly lacking, a home of my own, for my family to grow, clothes dat actually fit, warm shoes on my, and something to eat, good friends by my, and love in my life, nothing fancy you but at da mall, most people have no idea how I live, and though I know there are people wit worse, I wouldnt wish my life on anyone, I ask da lord for strength and patience everyday, I hope in my mind dat one day hell open dat door dat leads me to da life dat everyone deserves to have, simple and content is all we really need, everyone needs da chance to be happy, hopefully even me, Ill finish my rant wit a God bless you, and I love you all.
Posted on: Tue, 25 Mar 2014 20:41:04 +0000
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