Hey guys, finally back in town from an up and down weekend. First of all, Ill touch on the down and I want to say uncle Lennox known as Fatman I know youre watching over us and its tough to swallow that you are gone and I cant be there to say my goodbye because of circumstances I have no control over, but I know you understand and I want you too know youll live on in my memory forever. Tuwana King I love you cousin and its tough for sure I know. April Hill you always come through and rally us together no matter what, love you too. I want to say, thank you you my mentors and life coaches. It never fails you guys are awesome and I was in right place when I got the news. I have always told myself this time of year is tough after losing Aunty Diana and boy it gets tougher moving forward. Now for the ups. One thing that stuck and sticks with me it words of condolences and being told rather than be sad celebrate my uncles life, so uncle, I love you, I miss you and Im never giving up like youll always say. This entire week started and everything was like coincidence after coincidence, but I realize now, none of it was coincidence and it was signs showing me what I need to do and where I need to go from here in on out. They say your life is shaped by the friends and people you surround yourself with, now I believe it. The more I think about it I thank God I made the decision to show guts and posture and not miss the trip. Every question I had about me and life on a whole got answered and its the tough choices a person makes in life that truly are the right choices. I was told for every (quote and quote) friend you lose, you gain two back that are meant to be there and how much I lose, time will tell. Does it bother me, nah. Would it have bothered me before, probably. We all at some point in life chase things and associate with people, but never once do we stop, breathe and ask ourselves is this the direction I really want to be heading in? I broke my 24 hour period down and I found countless hours I spend doing things that have absolutely no direct impact of my life in a positive way period. I scrolled my friends list and started categorizing everyone and the percentage of productive people to others was crazy. Last week I took the time to observe the way I dressed, the jewelry I wore to the way other productive people dress. Its those small things that paint a big picture and why most peoples life get stuck in neutral. I cant be one those most people and this is one of the only cases a person must realize, its best to be part of the minority. Again your life is shaped by the association you keep. Its time to change my thought process, association and choice of words and with that Im shutting this page down and the responses and likes from the message will determine who moves to the new page, so now there is only thing left to do. Let me reintroduce myself. My name is Keimar Clarke. Im a father of two (Demetri and Devin), husband to LaDaisha Brionne Clarke, son of Nigel and Pattranella, nephew of so many and cousin to many. Born and raised in Barbados. I bleed Bajan blood and that will never change. I reside In the greatest country USA and I didnt come here to be mediocre, but to make a difference and earn a lifestyle and freedom. I am not perfect and I made some bad decisions, but I am hear to say I own up to those decisions and my past does not make me who I will become, but made me the person I am right now to move forward in a positive direction. I love all of you, but for most of you, our paths are not heading in the same direction. I wish each and everyone of you all the very best, but its that time. You just cant live that negative way. You know what I mean. Make way for the positive day. Cause its a new day...” -Bob Marley-
Posted on: Mon, 13 Oct 2014 23:31:46 +0000
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