Hi Eleanor, I need your help in saying big prayer for me. Im thinking about killing myself my life really sucks my family hates me. I am really at the end of my rope my heart just cant take more Im crying almost every day nothing ever seems to go right for me. Anytime I do anything with the family Im always left out of the party and when I talk about something they can really care less what Im saying just because Im little different from them for an example the last time I was visiting Sisters her husband youngest daughter were talking about me they always are when Im at my sisters it tells me what real nice people they are. When your owe family makes you feel like trash what because Im Gay Im proud of it too plus I have disability my brain may be not the same has some other people but I still have heart. I was planning on going to Memphis with my parents to visit some family but im not going know for one my brother Bob cant stand me plus his Wife too and my niece all they do is talk about you behind your back. I know none of my family can care less what happens to me Please God Help ME!!!!!!. I just wanna go to heaven where Im not in pain anymore and I know I will be loved no matter who I am be accepted. I Love You Jesus!!
Posted on: Tue, 11 Mar 2014 05:05:47 +0000